Tell me this, why in the world can't I say no to the things I don't want to do. It's driving me crazy.I'm having this feeling of burning that damn music room. Damn, I need to find a way to tell her that I don't want this. What's the benefit of it? I know if I say those six little words, I'll let her down. I can't just do that. I've been letting so many others down before. I can't just do the same to her.
Sometimes I wonder, why can't I just be the bad guy in the story. The one who doesn't care so much. Things would be so much easier if I were to be that person.
