Now I know

have you ever felt like things aren't adding up? Not going the way you planned it would be?

Sometimes we have to face the fact that when you've done something terribly wrong, that river that you've once passed before isn't smooth anymore. The current is faster, stronger and you never know where you might end up. That stream of happiness needs to be rediscovered again. But doing that is quite hard from my point of view. Finding the right moment, the right words, the right time, the right moves. Everything needs to be looked over hundreds and hundreds of time before taking that chance. Why? Well maybe it's cause i'm still new at this. So it needs time getting used to. I gotta say I'm not the best, but i'll get there one way or another. Worst? Hmm.. like i said i'll get there. Promise.