New Idea

Today, I just got back from riding my bro's wave board. It's pretty awesome if you ask me. Gotta get me one of those one day. Maybe next week. After my exams. Haha. Anyways, I finally made a new song 10 minutes ago. It's not complete yet, but i can assure you it's the one to be uploaded. You know what, I still can't get my mind off this wave board. I just gotta get my hands on one. It's driving me crazy. But i'll most probably end up with a broken arm, or a broken leg once I own one. So just get your marker pens ready, just in case I have to wear a cast one day.

Till next time!

Equilibrium

Things, as always will reach equilibrium one day. See for the past few months(knowing that it's been awhile since I've updated) it's been quite rough for me. Unstable, just like swimming in a strong current. Not sure what will happen next. Always on my feet to make sure I make the right moves.

But now I realize, no matter how bad something could happen. Something good will always come after. It might not be today,tomorrow, but just wait. That taste of relief brings itself to you. Being yourself, and not trying to be someone else would be one of the things I adore. Thats why well I have someone incredible in mind right now. I'll give you a hint who it is. The hint is JOG. Haha.

Hmmm, I love my life right now. Like i said,everything is in equilibrium right now. No down side, not so much up side either. It's just nice the way it is. I managed to find my cousins facebook today. I gotta tell you, it took me 3 month to find it. Luckly, I did. I'm starting to miss that funny cousin of mine. He's releasing his new album on the 7th of december. So to you guys, who love's his songs like I do. Just be sure to get a heads up when that day arrives. What can I say, I have to admit he's the coolest cousin a person could have. I myself couldn't believe he's gone this far in his journey in music. From someone who started with a crappy guitar to someone who could produce songs with meaning. Truly amazing.

I guess that's all I gotta say for now. Just one more thing before I end this post, it's to this special someone mine. Thank you for always being there for me, even through the thick and thin. I hope we can make it for a long shot.

( 1.8.09)

Love

Have you ever wondered what love feels like?

Has it ever crossed your mind?

New song coming up :)

This Is War

This would be a new story, a new chapter has begun. Something has been bothering me lately. I knew what it was, I just needed someone to tell me if it's true or not. and I got the answer, it is true. Everything i've worked for, everything i've worked my ass off was for nothing? Well no, you're not going to take it away from me just yet. I still have some fight in me. I know you want my name of the wall, but you know what. I'm not gonna let you. I can't put it in words anymore. I'm just sick and tired of it. Just listen to the song that is currently playing on my blog(Graffiti-chris brown). It's exactly the situation i'm in right now.

The question now is:

How long should I keep fighting for it?

Even if I don't get it, I'd quite and watch the whole thing burn to the ground.

I just realized something,

She's amazing.

Yerp, everything a guy could ask for :)

Perfect Fit

I know, I may not be the perfect fit, but hey at least I fit. Taking all this time to think this all through can really get to you. Why do I always over think things? Well we're guys. It's in our nature to do so. This is why we tend to get a little bit crazy sometimes. All the answers is right smack in my face, but why I still hesitate. It's me that need to be changing. Not anyone else. I need to get out of this cave that I keep dwelling in. Madness I tell you. To avoid all this from happening again, I need to try and find a way not to over think things as frequently as I used to. This is one of the conditions love comes with, that's jealousy and a little over thinking. Haha it's hard to admit it, but that is the ugly truth of it. But I'll do whatever it takes to fit perfectly.

So can you wait till that time happens? :)

Off My Chest

Alryte, I'm done. Choir, I'm no longer a part of you. Everything has changed. Nothing is the same anymore. That attraction towards you has disappeared, vanished. I'm not even going to look back at my decision that I made. I know it's the right one, let's just leave it at that.

In doing so, I wish you the best of luck towards your upcoming event.